must

I simply must make more time to jam and record. I know it's beginning to sound like some sort of mantra or a broken record, but I'm serious. My fucking priorities are all mixed up. Maybe I need a time management course or something. Yeah, I'm getting frustrated with myself. I have a very busy life and I find it hard to find the time to do my music. And music is all I want to do! So, I guess I ought to make some adjustments and do my thing. I'll tell you one thing, having love in your life doesn't do much for jamming. I just need to develop a backbone and set some boundaries so I can afford myself the time I need to do the things I want to do. Discipline and time, that's what I lack.

Everything seems so wishy-washy anymore. For a long time I played often and learned a lot. My music was going in a direction. I guess I got distracted at some point - I don't know. The point of this rambling is that I've really been working long and hard so it's time I got my music career off the ground. I'm tired of making excuses and letting other things distract me. My life is trickling away and I'm not leaving until I go platinum! Just kidding...but creating a finished album and selling some CD's myself would really be a dream come true. If I chose to utilize my resources, this is all very possible.

I still have to upload some of my writings to my site too. That's an easy one. All I have to do is transcribe from the notebook to the PC and publish. I really have no excuse on this one. But I will say that my writings are rather colorful so I'm a little afraid to post them. I guess I have nothing to lose.

The art section is really just something I want to do someday. I'm pretty damn good at modifying pictures digitally, but I've never really accumulated anything I've ever done so I'd be basically starting from scratch at this point. So we'll put that on the shelf for now, but stuff will get done eventually.

Time is a fuck.